| Cannon on 7 November |
I watched as the stuck rope
slithered away from me. I suddenly
felt very alone. An avid reader of
history, I should have known better: don’t try to attack Russia in the
wintertime, and certainly don’t rope-solo the Black Dike. Especially in November.
On
Election Day I sat at Pinkham notch quivering with energy. I was jealous. On the last day of my WFR class, two of
my favorite climbing partners, Erik Eisele and Ryan Stefiuk, were romping up
the first ice of the season on Cannon cliff. I knew how much fun they were having. I built another fake splint and looked
forlornly up at Huntington ravine, swathed in early-season white.
| A quiver! |
Why is early-season ice important to me? More often than not, the thin, poorly
formed ice and scrappy mixed terrain are what one encounters in the
mountains. I have gravitated towards
the idea that one has to create long days artificially in order to make full
use of the great terrain November has to offer. Katsutaka Yokoyama, the brilliant, creative Japanese
alpinist, has a word for it: Pachinko—Japanese for pinball. “Simply put, Pachinko is a link up of
multiple routes, and it helps us train for bigger mountains abroad.” Having trouble choosing which early
season venue to hit, Huntington’s, Tuckerman’s or Cannon, I eventually decided
upon all three.
Two
pairs of ice tools, three pairs of socks, jackets, two packs. A pair of running shoes for Mount
Washington, and a 30 meter rope, some cord, three pitons, a set of nuts, a 10
cm ice screw, and two hexcentrics for the Black Dike. I avoided outright telling anyone of my plan because it was
crazy, especially the Dike. Having
soloed it multiple times, I’ve never taken a rope or any gear. But it isn’t January. The plan was to tie a loop of rope
around the anchor, place a small amount of gear, and tie loops of cord around
the rope and anchor, pulling the rope up top like a reverse rappel. I’d lose a couple of pitons and nuts
that way, but the crux would be secure and I wouldn’t have to climb each pitch
twice.
| The ubiquitous Cannon soloing shot. |
The
crux had gone smoothly. I was
actually enjoying the slow, deliberate pace this morning, as opposed to the
normal rabbit speed. On the second
pitch, I talked to myself. Slow
is smooth, smooth is fast, youth. This is stupid, but it is
also fun. I imagined my friends using the same holds the day before
and it gave me comfort. Bang
in a pin. These teeny pins are
crap. Clip it anyways. Good. But then, disaster. Perhaps I forgot to untie a safety
knot. Perhaps the rope simply jams
in that one spot. It wouldn’t
budge. I could not stay where I
was for long. I unclipped, calmly,
because it was the only thing to do.
I was light, all of a sudden, and it was quiet around me. I looked up at the trees. I thought I was done making
stupid decisions! Thin, delicate, loose November ice barred my way to
safety. Up was the only
option. I jammed a crack with a
gloved hand and forced myself to breathe: Cannon will not decide
whether or not you get off this thing alive. That’s up to you lad, so go! Slowly I tapped and
scratched my way upward. Thank god
for Erik’s photos. I knew the last
pitch had ice on it. After a time
I found myself on top, a busted lip, short a rope, but alive. I rejoined my friends’ tracks. Erik texted me. “Did you go to Cannon?” If only he knew! I hustled back to the car and ate half
a pizza on the drive over to Washington.
Yokoyama
has another expression: “Alpinism is not a sport; it’s a worn-out body moving
upwards.” How true! Even Hunters and New Order blasting in
my headphones couldn’t convince me to hike quickly up the Tuck’s Trail. I met another lonely climber in
Huntington’s. We chatted and I set
off for Damnation, where the ice was good. It was good to cruise on something, no harness, no fear of
anything going wrong. I sprinted
across the alpine garden as it was getting dark. The ice in Tuckerman’s looked scary, and I could not bear
the thought of any more Pachinko today.
My friend Dave made me some tea at Hermit Lake and I sat and chatted for
an hour or so. I stumbled down the
trail by headlamp. Half an hour
later I was in bed in Jackson, dreaming of sport climbing.
Note to the winter climbing community: I am ashamed at having left a rope up
there. I also left a nut and a
piton on the dike but these are less unsightly and annoying for fellow climbers. I intend to return soon, as I do every
winter, and remove the rope. I
hope I can get to it before it freezes.
If you are up there, feel free to cut it loose. I apologize for having left trash and
ask for forgiveness from my community.
I'm sure the community can cut you a break: nice effort and a fine showing. Perhaps there's a rope ghost in that crack, just waiting for new generations of soloists to lay siege to Moscow...
ReplyDeleteFortunately, most soloists don't produce future generations. Yes, the rock that snags ropes hasn't fallen down in the past 41 years.
DeleteSo rad. Maybe we can get that rope back tomorrow.
ReplyDeleteGood climbing with you today buddy! Failing on Cannon is always a great excuse to hang out. Psyched to get back on it.
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